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Dear DiaryI like my mind,
With all its delicately placed secrets,
It makes me feel as if I'm interesing,
Perhaps even baffling,
With its dark corners,
And busy corridors,

But sometimes I spend time wishing,
That I could trade you my brain,
For your greatly appreciated one,
So as to escape my demons,
To try to outrun.

Often, I ponder the thought,
Of my purpose.
Defense Mechanismsall those long nights,
staying awake,  
   [barely]
just to talk,

what a joke.

delirious visions follow you,
guiding the faulty heart,

if only there were no cracks,
   [no fissures]
if more blood,
   [more oxygen]
would lead the control center,

you would realize,
it was never real,
he never cared,

about the way you bite your pens,
or even the sound of your laughter.

If you make believe reality,
your blinding fantasy,
will not be what it seems.
Listen.Can you listen to me, really?

Because, as we all know,
Hearing is not the same thing,
As slowly comprehending,
My words,
My thoughts,

Opening your mind,
Allowing your heart,
To listen,
Or, if possible,
To agree with my subconscious discoveries,

  Sometimes,
   When you nod your head,
    It feels fake.
TricksThe concept of reality fades.

You could have done something,
Anything,
But can I really blame you,
For my insanity?

Afterall, I'm the one,
Who thought you could be trusted.

[He was just the jester entertaining the crowd]
walks.and.talksThe only time I don't feel,
 Completely and utterly,
   Lost.

The only time I don't feel,
 Totally and one-hundred percent,
   Alone.

The only time I don't feel,
 Fully and ultimately,
   Defeated.

Won't you go for a walk with me?
 To see what can be seen,
   What we can find,
Together.
Changethe wall papers peeling,
it's nearly gone,
[what memories it holds]
only to be torn away,
no matter how much you beg for it to stay,

inching lower each day,
such a painful process,
[to watch all your hard work fade away]
as it crumbles before you,
nothing can be done about the issue,

no tape will solve,
it was just a matter of time,
[fate always has wicked plans]
you can't run from it,
can't chase away this culprit,

as everything comes undone,
strange thoughts come to mind,
[what did I do wrong]
the answers are just out of range,

   eventually realization dawns upon you,
   things can change...

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Its a wonderful road!!!
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